Lessons in living, grief and love from the Lebanese Civil War

Antoun Issa grew up quietly aware of a profound grief in his mother's eyes. As an adult, after living and working in the Middle East, he finally knew how to ask her about surviving the Lebanese Civil War.

Antoun is a journalist who grew up in the outer suburbs of Melbourne, after his parents had escaped the civil war in Lebanon in the 1970s.

Growing up in Craigieburn as the baby of the family, Antoun was particularly close with his mother.

He was always conscious of a deep sadness in his mother's eyes...